Park Bench

From my repressed memories:

It was after 11pm and I was supposed to have put my phone away for the night already. 

But I knew he wasn't okay.

His dad was drunk and he wanted to leave.

He told me it wasn't the first time he left.

I had to sleep.

I found out the next morning that he saw 3am on a public park bench because it was safer than his childhood room.

I told him to just show up at my parents' house the next time he needed to,

but he never did.

He ended up like his dad.

-Emma Lancaster

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