Fear

 Paralyzing fear.

It just takes over. It's hard to breathe, it's hard to think, it's hard to focus.

Your mind cannot be tricked into thinking about anything else. 

Your world falls apart until the problem is resolved. How inconsiderate of other people to act like everything else is fine! 

Won't leave the room. Won't leave the house. Afraid other people can see straight through your "I'm good!"

Present, yet absent. 

Distant. 

-Emma Lancaster

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