Here is what you should be.

 Dear you,

Here is what you should be.

Composed

Accomplished

Ready

Excelling

Good

Kind

Welcoming

Ahead

Selfless

Experienced

Graceful

Intelligent

Prepared

Solid

Okay.

Oh, you don't want to be? What do you want to be instead?

Broken

Crying

Selfish

Overwhelmed

Upset

Messy

Unbalanced

Lonely

Unsettled

Shaky

Scared

Exhausted

Anxious

Accepted

I want to be okay with not being okay. 

I can't be okay with not being okay.

-Emma Lancaster


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